Moon child…..

Just as the moon go through phases, we do too.

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Yet, when the moon is full there’s beauty to witness, a brightness that shines, a magical wonder to behold just as there is when we’re full. I know you’ve been tried, tested and feel like you’re tired, but keep going. It’s not in vain! You’re only going through phases to get the full glory and magic of you. Keep going love- it’s worth it!

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Much love,

Ahava Ora

Grateful for a peek at something special…

Thank you Lord for being awesome this day!

images-104I am grateful that I have God in my life and joy in my heart. I’m grateful for brand new mercy and forgiveness on a daily. I’m grateful for favor from both God and man. I’m grateful that even though nothing looks right, faith says all things are working rightly for my good. I should be sad, depressed, ready to give up or at least half crazy but I chose and still choose to trust God completely.

My heart sings this tune Father God. That’s what this faith thing is all about. I don’t know where You’re leading but I know I’m following closely to get where You’ve destined me to be in the stage of life. I’m grateful the death angel passes US by daily, giving us another chance to start anew.

Let’s call this time preparation for quick promotion. Get ready to fly eagle style all who believe!!

Much Love,

Tracy B

I’m here—–

I really enjoyed the celebration of mothers on yesterday.  It was such a joy to see my children make a fuss over me, but still make a mess for me to clean. LOL! Gotta love em -) We had so much fun enjoying each others company, eating, talking to finally being miserable in the end from gluttony.  The food was amazing and I didn’t have to cook anything. Happy mommy day too me!!

Ok, let’s get to the matter at hand here.  Friday I was indeed miserable. I was lost and feeling some kind of way I couldn’t even describe if you asked me. I lashed out on men and finally had enough of falsified friends. I felt I was truly at my wit ends, but God stepped in right on time. Don’t HE always have a way of turning things around the NEXT day or even the NEXT hour, and if we are lucky the NEXT second. He did that just for me. I went to church, matter of fact I ran to church on a Friday and got a great word. Just one word made my entire existence at peace and full of joy unspeakable.

Thou I miss my mother and it was my first mothers day without her physically being here I was being prepared years ago. I live hundreds of miles away and couldn’t see her but would always send a special gift just for her in the mail. She would open it and call me with such delight, and we would talk for hours. Then she would brag about all the gifts she’s gotten from everyone else. It was a normal thing for us to do. Some days I wouldn’t even get a chance to talk to her because she was in the hospital so I would drive home to just sit in her presence. However yesterday we did the same thing. Sounds crazy, a bit unstable, whatever you wish to think but you can’t destroy energy. She lives in me and is now omnipresent. She was right here with me and we talked. I didn’t miss her at all. You don’t miss what you can see. She instilled something so deep in me and I wish to share it with all of you.  That is why I blog daily. That is why I love hard and uniquely.  That is why I pray constantly. That is why I fast frequently.  That is why I smile truly. That is why I sing beautifully.

She gave me unconditional love and I am giving it freely to you. You don’t have to accept it, but I will still give it.  I don’t care what you have done in your past, I aint judging you cause I don’t wish to experience it. I don’t care about what you see in your present cause that’s only temporary. I’m just concerned with showing you a BRIGHTER future.

God SENT me here to be a light and bring people out of darkness. And I will do what I was sent to do even if you don’t like it. ME with all my flaws, emotional hangups and all, God still sent me to help ALL that I encounter.

If you need me I’m here.

Much Love,

Tracy B

Conversations with God so early……

Awesome is His wonders, His greatness, His mighty acts of kindness and His love towards me.  I am appreciative this Friday morning for it all.  

God spoke, “Tracy, it’s time to arise. I have something I need you to do for me this morning. I know the sleep is peaceful, but we need to talk”

“Uggh, talk so early this morning God. Why? What’s wrong? What have I done or not done now?” I said without even opening one eye.

“It’s not what you’ve done, but what others are trying to do around you. I must prepare you for the things ahead.  Didn’t I tell you the former things have come to pass and the new things I will tell you before it even happens? Well, I have something new to show and tell you”

With that being said I jumped up and began to listen. He began to give me visions, signs, dreams, all in one. Hot tears began to run down my cheeks.  I couldn’t believe what He was showing me. I saw love overflowing. I could smell it in the air.  I saw BIG doors, electronics, kiosk of places to eat, people enjoying themselves all around me. Everything seemed so magnified. My children were peaceful, full of joy, accomplishments, gratitude, everything we ever wanted was magnified in abundance.

“God, is all of this for us?  What have we done so great? We’ve made so many mistakes. Sinned against you but that’s all in the past, however it still replays like I’m not deserving of such love and favor.”

“I have declared you righteous. I have called you for this time and your past I don’t remember nor do I need you to remind me.  I have laid before you the things yet to come but I need you to do something for me first.”

“Ok I knew it was something. I guess I’m at the IF and THEN factor of things now. You know if I do this then you’ll do that. I’m ready, but is it gonna be something complicated? Will I do it wholeheartedly or will I wish the cup pass from me? Nothing you’ve given me to do has been easy. I’m always presented with a challenge.”

God laughed and then spoke these words “If you would only LOVE me, SEEK me, DESIRE me, ASK me, KNOCK on the door of my heart, then I will give you all this and more”.

“That’s it? I am doing all of that now. I love you with all my being. I seek you daily. I desire our relationship to be so intertwined that we are one. I’m asking everyday for this and I’m knocking so hard my heart, hand, and head hurts. Are you kidding me?” I said with sternness. I could not believe I was being called out.

“Tracy,  I’ve created all people. Even your enemies. I need you to be a blessing to the ones who have hurt, shunned, ridiculed, manipulated, tortured, condemned, and misused you. Someone needs you to love them and that’s what I need from you too. Love the ones that make it hard for you to love.”

“I knew it would be a challenge, but I’m all in.” I spoke with certainty I would accomplish this mission.  My phone rang and my eyes popped open.  Was I still asleep? Was I dreaming the whole time?  I looked at the caller ID and could not believe who was on the line. I looked up to the heavens and laughed.  Before answering I whispered “I will not fear, the mission has begun”….

Is there someone God has been telling you to deal with? Do it today and see what God does for you tomorrow!

What God has for us is greater than the hate the world shows to us. Today be determined to love pass the hate, for in doing this GOD will show you favor in abundance.

Much Love,

Tracy B