Awesome is His wonders, His greatness, His mighty acts of kindness and His love towards me. I am appreciative this Friday morning for it all.
God spoke, “Tracy, it’s time to arise. I have something I need you to do for me this morning. I know the sleep is peaceful, but we need to talk”
“Uggh, talk so early this morning God. Why? What’s wrong? What have I done or not done now?” I said without even opening one eye.
“It’s not what you’ve done, but what others are trying to do around you. I must prepare you for the things ahead. Didn’t I tell you the former things have come to pass and the new things I will tell you before it even happens? Well, I have something new to show and tell you”
With that being said I jumped up and began to listen. He began to give me visions, signs, dreams, all in one. Hot tears began to run down my cheeks. I couldn’t believe what He was showing me. I saw love overflowing. I could smell it in the air. I saw BIG doors, electronics, kiosk of places to eat, people enjoying themselves all around me. Everything seemed so magnified. My children were peaceful, full of joy, accomplishments, gratitude, everything we ever wanted was magnified in abundance.
“God, is all of this for us? What have we done so great? We’ve made so many mistakes. Sinned against you but that’s all in the past, however it still replays like I’m not deserving of such love and favor.”
“I have declared you righteous. I have called you for this time and your past I don’t remember nor do I need you to remind me. I have laid before you the things yet to come but I need you to do something for me first.”
“Ok I knew it was something. I guess I’m at the IF and THEN factor of things now. You know if I do this then you’ll do that. I’m ready, but is it gonna be something complicated? Will I do it wholeheartedly or will I wish the cup pass from me? Nothing you’ve given me to do has been easy. I’m always presented with a challenge.”
God laughed and then spoke these words “If you would only LOVE me, SEEK me, DESIRE me, ASK me, KNOCK on the door of my heart, then I will give you all this and more”.
“That’s it? I am doing all of that now. I love you with all my being. I seek you daily. I desire our relationship to be so intertwined that we are one. I’m asking everyday for this and I’m knocking so hard my heart, hand, and head hurts. Are you kidding me?” I said with sternness. I could not believe I was being called out.
“Tracy, I’ve created all people. Even your enemies. I need you to be a blessing to the ones who have hurt, shunned, ridiculed, manipulated, tortured, condemned, and misused you. Someone needs you to love them and that’s what I need from you too. Love the ones that make it hard for you to love.”
“I knew it would be a challenge, but I’m all in.” I spoke with certainty I would accomplish this mission. My phone rang and my eyes popped open. Was I still asleep? Was I dreaming the whole time? I looked at the caller ID and could not believe who was on the line. I looked up to the heavens and laughed. Before answering I whispered “I will not fear, the mission has begun”….
Is there someone God has been telling you to deal with? Do it today and see what God does for you tomorrow!
What God has for us is greater than the hate the world shows to us. Today be determined to love pass the hate, for in doing this GOD will show you favor in abundance.
Much Love,
Tracy B