So what do you have to say now????….


Fight for what’s right! Fight for what’s yours!  Stand strong! Stand your ground!  You got this!

The pastI know it seems you’ve been fighting forever and a day but if you continue to fight, forever and another day added to that, you are guaranteed to win. Even if ‘they’ say you lose, you still win. ‘They don’t want you to know the truth so ‘they’ put obstacles and distractions in your way and call it the ‘News’. ‘They don’t want you to stand strong so they do things that take all your strength by forcing you to be inauthentic. ‘They’  don’t want you to stand your ground so ‘they’ try and shake your world with hatred that can knock you off your feet. ‘They’ don’t want you to know . ‘They’ would rather have you live their lies than stand and walk in your truth. I know fighting is exhausting. I know you’re tired of it all but it’s almost over.

How do I know? Well, because I spoke it and I am a FIRM believer that whatever I speak will come to pass. I’ve seen it happen time and time again as you have. If you’ve said before’ “I said that was going to happen” then you know that what you speak manifest. So start speaking and end the fight. You got this!the knockout

There is power in what you speak, so speak life, speak truth, speak peace and watch it happen just as you SAID it would.

Much Love,

Tracy B



What a prideful fall…..

If you’ve experienced a great fall I can guarantee pride was right before it.photo_10785507_door-open-to-the-new-world-for-environmental-concept-and-idea

Pride is something I easily define as tricky.  Its meaning is having great pleasure or satisfaction derived from your own achievements; rather it be material, association or possessions. I define it tricky because on one hand it’s okay to pat yourself on the back for a job well done. They say be proud of your accomplishments by wearing a BIG smile and sticking out your chest.  If you can’t be your own cheerleader who else can, right?

On the other hand, and here comes the trickery, because of all the ‘pats on the back’ we start believing the hype of the I’m the only rock-star speech and began boasting, bragging, demeaning others, living life blessed and highly favored and quickly forgetting the humility that opened doors for us and the others that supported us. We ignore the signs and warnings. Then like lightning the ‘great fall’ strikes and sends us to our knees. When we fall we tend to need clarity, a moment of reflection, time to find self, ‘a get away’ and ‘stay away’ vacation, a plan of escape, and friends become counselors. We believe it’s the worst thing that could have happened. We think the bottom has fallen out and we are all alone. Once again I’m here to let you know some great news. It’s a lie.  As long as you can inhale and exhale, you CAN rise from the fall.images-47

See, the fall was never meant to defeat you. It was simply to expose and deliver you from you. You can be your own worst enemy and greatest hype man. Humble yourself, don’t get tired. Stay there and FIGHT ! You’re supposed to make mistakes, it’s part of your imperfections but LEARN from it.images-20

If you’re following and reading my post, you could easily assume everything is about you.  Well, you wouldn’t be wrong in the least.  Everything is about you in a love type of way. I know I have never laid eyes on you but do I need to see you to show love? Of course not. I am here to love you through whatever you’re going through by posting what I’ve gone or am going through. I desire to help, even if it’s only me. Take care of yourself Fav’s. 

Much Love,

Tracy B




I’ve spilled a secret

There are no special problems, but there are special people assigned to certain problems.

The temptation(s) you’re battling is not yours to battle alone. I guarantee you it is someone going through what you’re going through and probably worse off. I know you’re struggling with it. I know you feel horrible and would just die if your temptation was revealed to others. I know you’ve prayed over and over and feel like God is not listening, and if HE is listening, nothing is being done about it.  I know you’re tired of the same ole same ole without any hope of solution. I know you’re sick and tired of falling into it over and over again no matter how badly you try to avoid it. I know you feel like it’s never going to change and you will always suffer with this one temptation you can’t seem to shake.  I also know you feel like you should have learned by now. Well, I have great news for you today. Someone lied to you, me, us about change.

Is this ever going to change? If so, how?

I’m here to tell you the secret factor of knowing everything can and will change. Hold on to your forks for this answer. The secret factor is you, me, us!!  You, the powerful being you are, the great creator you are, the secret special you are, have to change the label you’ve called it. Don’t call it temptation, don’t call it a struggle, don’t call it painful, and surely don’t call it hopeless. Try calling it DONE, call it quits, call it over, call it off, call it finished. Label it what you desire it to be not what you see it to be presently.  True changes start in the mind. The more you think and see it being over , the more you become free from it.


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Never forget—-

If you have that one temptation, that particular issue, that crazy problem, that ‘forever there’ situation, then please know you are ‘that’ answer to solve it. 

Your life is blessed. Now go on and be great on purpose!

Much Love,

Tracy B


A letter to you…..

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There’s more to you but for some reason you’re afraid to show it.

You’ve spent so much time replaying what someone else spoke over your life that it has become your goal to achieve. It’s not who you are, that’s why they label you liar. You are not being authentic to the true you.  You know who you are. You know what you tell yourself internally.  You know what you’re replaying is a lie. Stop being afraid! Believe what you’re speaking about yourself.  Believe that dream you had 3 years ago. Believe that vision you had 7 days ago.  Believe that good thought you had 1 minute ago.  It’s not going to hurt you to believe in your greatness. It hurts when you live a lie that you don’t even believe.

It’s time out for excuses and explanations. It doesn’t sit well with you anyway. You can’t even sleep at night. You toss and turn looking for a remedy; a pill, a drink, a smoke, but nothing really helps. When you can end your day knowing you are at peace with you and the decisions you’ve made, then you’ll find great rest. When you experience great rest, you’re refreshed for the present day awaiting your consciousness. When you’re refreshed, you make better decisions. When you make better decisions, you experience peace. When you’re peaceful, you experience great rest. All this says is your actions are the determining factors in your life’s outcome.

If you have a problem with where you are in life, then by all means please take action and charge over it. Your family, enemies, fr-enemies, and whoever else you look to blame is not the escape route to your happiness or demise. We didn’t come into this world sharing hearts (even twins are individuals). This is your life. Believe what you know to be true about you. Stand in your truth. Be authentic, be bold, be brilliant, be You.

A ship sinks, not because of the water around it but by the water that got in it. It doesn’t matter what’s going on around you or being said about you, allow only good to enter from this day forth. Don’t worry what others say. I believe in you! Now what are you going to do with your life?

Much Love,

Tracy B



Very superstitious!!!!

images-101As the two of us sat down to eat waiting for the others to join, we discussed corporate prayer or individual blessings of our meals. I was a little hesitant with the thought because to those around me, I may seem a little different these days, even in my spiritual walk.  So I agreed we could pray individually for the comfort of all. My journey is so beautiful. I am enjoying it fully.  Each day I learn patience with patience. I know it sounds strange but it’s joy in being patient while learning patience. I incorporate heartfulness meditation and cleansing. I listen to the earth, I admire nature, I love each moment of life. I understand I can’t get back what’s past but I can create a better tomorrow by being present in the present moment so everything has meaning, even if its minimum. I feel peaceful, grounded and ready.  The others arrived and overheard the end of our conversation. My son, being the guest of honor, decided he wanted me to bless the food. How could I argue, the King had spoken. Of course I stayed true to what I’m learning daily and blessed the food, possibly leaving others uncomfortable. management-training-listening-skills1

So after blessing the food the hot sauce bottle fell from the table but caught before hitting the floor. My son commented ‘That’s a sign, you didn’t say something right, something was left out.’ I laughed but inside I was in deep despair. Had I done something wrong, was it a sign? Am I traveling the wrong path, is this a distraction?’ I didn’t think too much more about it and just enjoyed the night. We laughed, took pictures, and pretty much talked about each other jokingly. Our night ended, we hugged, said our ‘love you’s’ and went to our destinations.

I made it home, sat down for just a few moments and thoughts began entering my mind. I let it filter in the back while I focused on looking over my daughter’s cap and gown packet. She picked through quickly so it left me time to resurface the back of the head thoughts forward. I was wandering and confused so I began talking and God replied from the very lips of my daughter. She burst into song “Very superstitions, the writings on the wall, very superstitious, the letters bout to fall. If you believe in the things that you don’t understand, then you suffer. Superstition aint the way!” I allowed each word to penetrate my spirit and began speaking out loud the things I could understand vs superstition. images-2

I understand that we are created from the very things of the earth. I understand that energy doesn’t die. I understand that we came from a greater Creator. I understand that the very essence of our Creator is the make up of me. I understand that since I am  made up of the Creator and the Creator has power to create, then I’m powerfully creative too. I created life, two beautiful blessings. I created a book and titled it ‘Darkness Within Me’. I created ‘MdMTshirt’s. I created thoughts turned into reality. I created ‘The Fammy’s Awards’. I created a design for my MdMDresses, I created,  and my words were finally heard…I created.  I did what I set a lane for me to do. I act just like my Creator and that is what I understand. It’s when I believe in the things that I don’t understand, I suffer.’ I turned to face my daughter and asked why that song. She said, “I don’t even know why I sang that. That wasn’t even me”. I smile and thanked God for the answer. I knew at that moment I’m on the right path. I can’t be distracted.

I am thankful for this newness, it’s refreshing, it’s like intoxication of spiritual freedom. I’m always on a high.

Whoever you are, I’m here to let you know it’s okay to be different, to walk a new path, to embrace and travel your journey alone. Yes, we are all made up of the same things and we are all different for the same reason. (I always have to say some riddled Tracy-ism-!) Meaning, be true to you. It’s okay if you don’t want to do what the majority’s doing as long as you’re being authentic and not hurting anyone else. Take this present moment and think about what you’ve created and manifested with just a mere thought. It may not seem much but when you really think about it, you’ve done something amazing; you created!! You have power! There’s greatness inside you waiting to be created, get started.!! You did it before.-

Allow what you understand to lead and guide and leave the superstition to just a Stevie Wonder song.create

Much Love,

Tracy B



When they speak, I listen!

When the rocks cry out, I listen through the tears!

I have this thing with rocks. I’m not sure of how it happened or the exact date of when it happened but I do know I’ve been fascinated with the things of earth since my beginning and even more so today. I love looking up at the clouds and figuring out what God is showing me. I love the flowers and plants, their colors, their scent, their design, and even the beautiful butterflies flowers and plants attract. I love the stories of the trees, the colors of the leaves and the rocks that I view as chipped fragments of earth and time. I have memories of walking with my children, looking down and seeing rocks that spoke, not literally, but stood out from the multitude. My children would drop their heads and whisper to each other, ‘here she goes again’. I just laugh, pick up my rock and keep walking. I don’t expect anyone to see what I see, hear what I hear or even think like I think. We are all different for a BEAUTIFUL reason and that reason is to show our likeness.  We are all ONE of a kind, the human kind. That’s an entirely different post. Let me regain focus.- hmmph!

So I’ve got rocks everywhere baring all shapes, colors, sizes and zip codes. Yes, I go on vacation and bring back rocks. Each rock tells a story of its account but not all stories are memorable, however I have a few that are.  The stories they’ve shared with me allowed me to name them.

Gratitude (gray, black, white stripe) – Dark and gloomy I may seem but I am strong. No matter what happened in my course of travel, my gratefulness for it all keeps leaping me forth, gaining all.

Love (shades of brown with a black crack going through it) – I am everything rolled in one and I love all of me. You may see scars on the outside but my shades of love run deep, scars haven’t even reached the surface of me.

Joy (swirl light brown and cream) I sometimes have mixed emotions and my feelings may be intertwined but the joy of me is what’s often seen; for the swirl of my anchored soul has learned to channel the right energy.

Faith (clear glass with chiseled tan, beige and gray) I am transparent and also unseen. I need for you to see what is not yet seen so that it can be seen. So it’s best you go through me.

Prosperity (lavender, with a streak of brown) I am relaxed, bold, royal and solid in my stance. I don’t work, I don’t labor, I just inhale the blessings of being who I am. I am not one thing. I am in everything, I’ve taken a stand!

Hope you all enjoyed one of my many earth things I do and hearing the messages they speak.  Feel free to share some of yours. I’m looking forward to hearing from my Fav’s anytime you wish to speak.

Much Love,

Tracy B