It’s been an eventful year so far I must say, but these last few months since May has been crazy. It all started when I went back to my hometown to visit. Once I crossed the state lines I felt disconnected from reality. I tried shaking it off, praying it away, and singing a new song to rid the horrid feeling I had but nothing seemed to work. I’d just finished reading the book *The Secret* and felt I needed to stay positive no matter what so I pressed on anyhow.
Once I got to my destination the disconnect felt even greater but I smiled in agony of the pain I felt. I forced myself to feel better, keep pushing, but the disconnection felt even greater. Then the inevitable happened, what I felt had become my reality. I was finally disconnected. Friends turned away and treated my visit nonchalantly, family closed the doors, and comfort became uncomfortable. I was angry because my peace was disturbed, my happy was miserable and my zen was shaken to the core.
I asked God why the disconnect. HE answered “Why not? I’m only answering your prayers.” I questioned “What prayer was that exactly? I don’t remember praying for You to remove my comfort.” He answered “You asked me to change you and that entitles changing your surroundings. No worries, for ALL things are working for your good. I mean you no evil only BLESSINGS!”
When all you know becomes unfamiliar and your world seems to be spinning out of control GET HAPPY because God is answering your prayers! Trust Him completely to remove all the clutter so He can add all the blessings.