The journey I’m traveling at this time in my life is nothing I would wish for anyone.
I’ve had to wrestle with my own negative thoughts of reality and overcome them with positivity and imagination. I’m learning to live without who I’d considered to be a strong foundation and tower in my life by remembering life does not end with death but merely takes another form. I’ve watched mistakes and consequences of them take a horrible turn of derailing me from the path of righteousness only to find God is still with me wherever I go. I’ve had to deal with finding out everyone I’d called friend didn’t hold that same title or respect for me. I’ve learned that support doesn’t come from the people you’ve supported. I’ve learned the real meaning of struggle and making a dollar out of 15 cents. I’ve learned the meaning of being alone but not lonely. I’ve learned how to cry out in pain but end in praise. I had to learn how to overcome fear with courage. I’ve learned what a broken heart feels like. I’ve learned sometimes we have to walk a path of isolation from people to get a greater understanding of the journey with God. I’ve learned that my name and reputation has no real merit or credibility but God does it all for HIS name’s sake. I’ve learned my relationship with God is just that “My Relationship”… It’s nothing for anyone to judge or try to critique.
I’m saying all of this to say you don’t know my story but will soon see and understand my glory. The same applies to you. What God has for you is for you and nobody can take that. As long as you’re learning you are still in the will of God. The promise is yet for an appointed time, it will manifest, though it tarries WAIT for it. It will speak and will not lie.
Learn the lessons of life, walk slowly, grow in love and give thanks for it all!